Posted in Literary Pieces, Poems

Unrequited

 

I know in myself I should not love you
‘Cause you can’t love me as much as I do
But, still chose to give my love on you
Giving you with every simple thing I do

I know in myself I was loving you
Without hoping you will love me, too
My heart gives extra beats just for you
My mind makes extra thoughts of you, too

I know in myself it hurts loving you
I’m loving you without leaving any clue
Hiding feelings whenever I feel like crying
Crying all alone when I feel like hurting

I know in myself I was loving you
I was loving you, but I can’t continue
I know in myself I shouldn’t fall for you
I know in myself I wasn’t meant for you

Posted in Literary Pieces, Poems

I’ll Be Waiting

I’ll be waiting for you ’til my last breath comes out
‘Cause you’re the only girl I cannot live without
I’ll wait for you even if it takes forever
Create our forever and after together

I’ll be waiting for you even if you once left me
Because you’re that special, and my one and only
I’ll be waiting for you no matter what it takes
Even you’re once tempted by your greatest mistakes

I’ll be waiting for you, I’ll accept you wholly
I’ll truly accept you with every single part of me
Running together in love; let’s get back on our track
I’ll be here waiting, hoping for you to come back

Posted in Literary Pieces, Poems

The Moment I Saw You…

The moment that I saw you cry
It made my feelings to go down
The moment that I saw you try
It encouraged me not to drown

The moment that I saw you glad
It made my feelings to go up
The moment that I saw you mad
Makes me wonder more than enough

The things that affects your feeling
Seems that also affects mine
Just looking the stars asking
“Lord, tell me, when will she be mine?”

Posted in Literary Pieces, Poems

There’s No One Like You

Even if I look around it is just like that, there is no one like you
A good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I am the person who will try this hard to protect you
The person with the happiest smile like me, and it is because of you

There were these times that your two soft, warm hands get cold when I am feeling chilly
When I am in pain, your heart, that used to be strong, becomes sensitive
I wish for your little comforts so please take and hold my hands wordlessly
My heart wanted to do more things just for you as its one objective

I would even like to think about what I should buy as a gift for you
I am going to be crazy because, baby girl, I liked and loved you
I am attracted to you and my heart is beating so fast just for you
All you have to do is listening to the confession I have for you

These remaining days are more than the time that I came to love you
A good person like you, with a good heart like you, a gift as great as you
How lucky that I am the person who will try this hard to protect you
The person with the happiest smile like me, and it is because of you

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Posted in Literary Pieces, Short Stories

Will I Ever Find Her?

It’s been a long time since I first confessed my feelings for her. I still remembered that it was exactly 12:00 midnight. None of my efforts was a waste. She accepted me wholly. We were about to face the tough challenges in our lives together. Every breath I took, and every move I made. My life became worthy back then.

Our first six months was going fine. It felt like we were linked together as one. She was the most beautiful and the most gorgeous girl for me. She was incomparable with any girl in the world. That was how I was attracted to her. Even though I am not that good-looking, she saw me as one of them. Additionally, he saw me as a nice person inside and out. She was the first one who saw my true colors, since my parents did not even know much about my character. We really loved each other. We dedicated time for only the both of us.

One of the days that I will never forget was that Saturday when we went out for a dinner. Our happiness together filled the place. We felt like it was our time that night. When the romantic music played, we joined the other couples who took up the open spaces. It was very romantic that time. Love was indeed in the air.

Times had passed. We were very happy being together. I thought we were inseparable. However, our winds blew reversely on us, when our seventh month was approaching.

I never expected it to happen. She revealed the truth to me, in the midst of midnight of my birthday.

“I’m still in a relationship, when you confessed my feelings to me. I just felt sorry for you, since my friends told me that you are that willing to devote on me. I’m sorry…”

I really didn’t know what to say in that short span of time. I was really shocked. That happiness, that made me think that there was nothing that could come between us… that nothing, even death, would separate us…

In that span of time, I turned out to be like a robot. I did not cry nor didn’t I felt sorry. I didn’t felt sad, either.

That moment sank deep within me after some time. Instead of just wondering how my life was wasted, I took it as a tough lesson.

“Nothing lasts forever.”

Even relationships do not last forever.

Moving on takes time. It is like you are recovering yourself from paralysis.

 

Times had passed, when I had moved on, there is this feeling that I am ready to be engaged in love again. The question is, will I find my “the one” in this second time, or I will undergo so many heartbreaks before I could find my “the one”.

Where could I find her? When could I find her? Will I ever find her?