Epiphany

Come to me death and make me yours
Come and take me with your darkest cause
Stay beside me and hug me so tight
Like I’ll be dying at the end of the night

Stare at me as no one else have ever seen me
Caress me as no one else have ever touched me
Kiss me like you’d love me to come with you
Hold me as you’d never want me apart from you

Come to me because I’ll be waiting
I’ll prepare myself for your coming
When you come, I’ll gladly be by your side
And through the gates of hell, you’ll be my guide

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Death Note

I knew I’ve been kissing your lips
That was first tasted by someone else

I knew I’ve been touching your body
That was first touched by someone else

I knew I’ve been loving you ever since
You are sleeping with someone else

I’ll give you until 12 midnight…

I’ll give you until 12 midnight
To make or to break
To make love or to break my heart

I’ll give you until 12 midnight…

I’ll give you until 12 midnight
To give me that affirmation
Or to give me a sweet rejection

I’ll give you until 12 midnight…

I want you to pull me close to you
Tell me my warmth makes you
Hug me more

Kiss me passionately and prove to me
The softness of my lips make you
Want me more

Love me and make me feel your breath
That whispers, “Without you, I think
I don’t wanna live forever”

I’ll give you until 12 midnight
Or I’ll be cold, I’ll be gone
Before the clock reads 12:01

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On a Snowy December Night

This December night, snow falls down on me
There is a ‘snow and me’ instead of a ‘you and me’
The chills of the night go down into my heart
And freezes all the warmth of love I could ever have

With the cold breeze, I scream at the top of my lungs
Hoping an hour later you will come back to my arms
And we will enjoy the coldness of the night together
Rather than the coldness of your heart alone

I hope your heart will envy the snow for reaching mine
And the chills that will stay until late midnight
I hope that someday, you come back at that same spot
But there is nothing but my trails you cannot track

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06-04-2018

Leave me, poison me with your hatred, oh dear
Abandon me, while I am here standing still
Leave me now or you shall forever regret staying
I guarantee you will be staying for nothing

Leave me now or you shall be forever in my sorrows
Mark my heart sharply with your most painful arrows
But please do not take all my memories of you
They are the only memories I can hold on to

Leave me, but do not take these memories with you
I will torture my mind using every memory of you
For I shall be the first to bid you the last goodbye
From someone with an emotionally blinded eye

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Almost

She keeps on whispering every time
She was the one who was almost mine
She was the one who was almost my world
She was the one who was almost my girl
It was almost, but never enough

She was always, almost my poetry
It was almost like romance, like love
Almost making memories, making love
“Can I call you, make you mine?”
It was almost, but never enough

It hurted so much because we almost dated
We almost fallen in love but we didn’t
All we are now is an almost
An almost that never came to be

What hurts the most, the hardest part
Is not knowing why
All we are now is an almost
An almost that I can’t mourn

Reasons

The heart has its reasons which reason knows not.

– Blaise Pascal

Sunrise

Every sunrise counts
For he who wonders
If he’ll be there to see
The next one, the next day

And that very time came
When sunrises are already counted for him
He who sinned against all his enemies
He who regretted every decision he has missed taking
And he who loved her until the very end
With the idea of him not being loved back

And that very time came
When he already took his last breath
That time consisted only of three words —
Regret. Hatred. Fate.
For he regretted not doing all the things he should’ve done
For he was hated until the day he passed away
For he accepted the fate of a helpless man like him
Until his last breath

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